And I'm not alone, I am accompanied by my parents, even after death, I have them together after such a long time and forgot sorrows, anxieties, sorrows, and so many other things that come to mind, the truth is I now feel I am at peace with my life and my conscience, I did everything I could, maybe not enough, but not I'm going to question it now. I just know I was there when I needed and I was alone .... But I do not know where I got the strength to fulfill my duty as a daughter.
I am at peace, after muuuuuuuuucho time. I have no fear.
God has given me the strength to continue forward, to have good friends who accompanied me in moments of sosobra, from fear of my brother, that her reasons for leaving me alone will not accept your attitude but I understand, there are wounds that are difficult to cure.
September 2010 will forever be a month, I will never forget. The events that occurred were one after another, first interned for my father the day he turned 90, a week after my birthday, very sad because he was a patient terminal, then go to the hospital the next day and surprise me with that half an hour passed before me alone in that situation without the support of my brother, it was amazing, but thank God who sent me to an aunt and an cousin who accompanied me, only three as we watch, dad was not very people who would, of his many children he had, there was no one else.
The next day the cream, as was his express wishes. Cuanod my sister comes from France, to accomplish his will, his ashes spread at sea.
After one week, I joined the CPM (Public Educator) that involves I'll make a bit more, one of my greatest anxieties was or is any way the money. Thank God I have a loan and I'm done with all my debts, I have consolidated into one account, which I take to get paid for five years, but I no longer naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaada God what is this great distress. Now life goes on, still working, studying several things at once (MA, the graduate, research for which I pay, training other teachers .....) Anyway I can not say that my life is for nothing boring, but very stressful síiiiii.
But thank God I have work, willing to learn and to continue studying, I have a beautiful and good children, in order that I can ask of life??
Talves a good man, but I got the idea to find it is a utopia. Also I'm so quiet for now.
Thanks mom, thanks dad ... for looking after me and give me strength from wherever they are. I love them.
PS: I will not review and correct anything this entry, I feel, no matter if there are errors.
I'm studying and I need to put this power in another blog, this is just a test ...