a month and five days exactly that there was rewritten, I tried it a few weeks ago and suddenly I found that several of my friends were leaving, some for a while, as buy take a vacation time, some left for being unique moments passing, and someone just walked ...
Each of us has a reason writes to me is a form of contact with the world, with life, learning, important and interesting to meet people, catharsis, but it is to race my ghosts.
I had a terrible nines that marked my life, which I do not usually talk to anyone. I try to hide that part of my life and has been terrible at times face my own fears, I wonder how can a woman like me, with beautiful children, a job that I love, with good friends, I feel well? My life has been hiding at home, stay silent in this case to stop writing, isolate, departing.
I know I have wounds that have not closed. Physically I seem to be good, but sometimes I feel that my world is falling apart and I become a heap. That is, maybe I need psychological help.
But life continues and allows me to be thinking of "the immortality of the mosquito," however, and accounts payable are imposed, especially when I am I have to see how I pay everything on time, in early January I said "How can I make ends meet? A miracle please! and wham! the President of my country, in an effort populist electioneering, but I dropped a good time (and will next year) declared a bonus that helped me in part to settle my debts.
I'm working on this holiday season and I have proposed another job in February, that is I lose my holiday but I hope I can pay all my bills.
What do not I help the father of my children? Go and learn, why some men do to one side with its obligations, but simply I did not expect anything from him, so do not give willingly and have to coerce, just not worth anything.
Thank God I can Tabajaras and send to hell, excuse me term. On Saturday he spent
also finished my master's junior and finished with very good notes, so I feel proud, I just need a little detail, lol, money to start the new cycle, the better I laugh and I'll see as carruseleo money. Carousel understood by the money that is intended to pay something but tdavía I have time, I use it to pay my bills closer.
so happy that I have these "money problems", not let me guard down and I have always aware of my obligations.
I am very fortunate to have a place to live, physical health, a good children, a job, a dear friend, I have no reason to complain, but ....
